ello everybody

im pretty much here to just tell you guys im not dead as it would seem
i have been working on a number of pieces atm but as my mother has been getting worse by the day finishing these things seems a bit far off
although i should be able to get at least some work done this weekend, caring for my mother has taken up a large amount of my time
and sadly its become somewhat more stressful than id like it to be i can still find time to work every now and then, i suppose the main reason i haven't been putting things out
as fast as i used to is because i want each thing i draw/paint to be the best possible presentation of what it is, you wouldn't know it from looking
but im a bit of a self destructive perfectionist.... i basically work on something trying to get everything right for so long i just get fed up with it and say fuck it, then proceed to upload whatever it is i have at that point
naturally this is not exactly the best creative process in the world.....

still....when i can finish what i have in the works im sure you guys n gals will like them, see i have been trying to morph my style a little bit... i need to get away from the whole depressing motif all the time
and while those kind of images come easy to me....its what i can do well.... i wont grow as an artist unless i push myself to try new things...and while it is frustrating at times.... i can see the results and i am very pleased,
but as always i need a second opinion on things.... that's where you guys come in i suppose

So new not depressing art to come is what im trying to say.....

in other news my bankruptcy seems like its going to begin soon but i cant be sure....money is floating around right now i just have to snag it at the right time......i suppose having bad credit is better than no credit ya? lol

on a slightly related note i may need to find someplace to live soon...as there's talk of putting my mom up in a home... while nothing is confirmed yet i really need to work on a contingency plan...this is not something i can just let roll by and expect to work out fine.....

im still open to collaborations if anyone can make use of my skills

sad to hear about edd gould.....he was a great person and the world wont be the same without him...

anyway much love guys

C.Campbell